What would I do without you...

Thanks to everyone for your support yesterday. I guess I am feeling a little bit better. Well, it goes in spurts, anyway. I'll feel pretty good and then Fear will creep back in. And more than Fear, I'm experiencing Disappointment. I really enjoyed every flutter, I loved it, I lived flutter to flutter. It was something to count on, for the first time in the journey, something certain. And now, I'm just so disappointed that it seems to be gone for a while. I hope that it's not long before I feeling Charm dancing inside me again. Meanwhile, we will be getting another secret ultrasound this weekend (I know. That surprises you, doesn't it?) So I'll let you know how it goes.

I'm afraid to say it out loud, as I don't want to jinx anything, so I will whisper it. We may have found a house. Ok, nobody heard that, right?? Anyway, we've seen this one before, when we first visited the area. We saw several houses, just to get an idea of the area. So we weren't seeing this house with "buyers' eyes." But we haven't been able to forget about it, and it's come up in conversation recently. Mostly because they've recently lowered the price. So we are headed back to PA next weekend, and we are bringing Dh's parents with us for an extra opinion (or two). If all goes well, we'll put in an offer. Wish us luck!!!