Shock and Awe

I am absolutely amazed. I'm crying new tears. I just had another ultrasound at Dh's office. This time the u/s tech was available, which is wonderful, because with as handy as Dh is with looking at and measuring abssesses and such, he doesn't know what to do with and OB u/s! Anyway, I digress.

We saw this little one, looking almost twice the size it was a couple of weeks ago. It was moving around like crazy! It even waved! It was moving around so much, the the tech had a hard time getting meaurements! I saw a head, torso with a beautiful heart (163 bpm), hands, a face, legs, and even feet! It's little legs were crossed at the ankles!

I was really starting to get afraid again this week. Doubt was creeping in, and bringing Fear right along with her. I logically knew that my symptoms are supposed to be fading. I logically knew that my chances of a healthy pregnancy at this stage are good. But I didn't believe. I really was starting to think again that this couldn't possibly happen to me.

But it's happening! There's still a little growing person swimming around inside me! And soon, I'll be able to feel those movements...Thank you, God.