The nerves kick in...

Here's my chart~~


I had my first dream last night that something was wrong with this pregnancy. I dreamed that I was bleeding. I wasn't upset, but I was very confused. I got upset and panicked when I woke up this morning.

I know, logically, that this is probably just my subconscious fears materializing in my dreams, but it doesn't make it any easier to deal with. One day at a time.

Today, I have no bleeding, and the same symptoms that I had before. I wish that the symptoms would get worse, though. It would just be reassuring.

So I woke up early this morning and went to get my blood drawn for the second beta. The outpatient lab is closed today, but the lab tech last week said that I can get it drawn through the ER. So I went. I had to talk my way in. They didn't want to do it. But I think that they realized that this pregnant lady was going to be hanging out at the ER all day if she had to! So, they finally took the five minutes to draw my blood.

I hope to hear from my doctor this afternoon with all of the results. I will be on pins and needles until then.

If anyone has any words of wisdom, I could use some about now!!