Oh my aching head....

I have a migraine. I get these every month before AF, so it's normal, and I know what to do. Unfortunately, today, the Excedrin didn't cut it. So I found a dark, quiet room and poured myself some caffeine full iced tea (it's hot today!). One glass didn't work, so I poured myself a second. Still, no result. So, now I'm in the dark, buzzed on caffeine and I still have a headache... Oh, and I have to pee.

I ordered myself a Mother's Day present. I think I mentioned that a couple of days ago. Anyway, I got an email Monday that it has shipped. So now I run out to my mailbox everyday to see if it's come yet. Yeah, I know that it has only been two days. It is probably coming from the other side of the country, too. So it's going to take a little while. But I'm really looking forward to getting this bracelet.

Somebody on one of the boards that I'm on posted the website where I ordered the bracelet. She mentioned how she's feeling a little guilty trying to conceive again so soon after her miscarriage. She said that the bracelet that she picked out helped her to remember, and therefore, it was easier for her to move forward. Does that make sense? She did a much better job of describing it!

Anyway, I think that the theme of the bracelet that I've bought: "Hope and Remembrance" says the same thing. I am holding my angels in my heart, and remembering them always, but I am also moving forward with my life in hope to have a family here on Earth. I guess I sort of feel like with this bracelet, that I bring my angels with me as I move forward. I hate the idea of leaving them behind. I don't want to forget.

Ok, maybe I'm crazy. Just remember, that I'm writing this under the influence of caffeine and a migraine...

Did I mention that I have to pee?